nearly Color Palette
we are kind of matching today, which would normally fill me with some small type of ecstasy but today is different. i want to rush and wear clothes of an obscenely bright color just to be different from you, farther away. you have a brilliant way of making me sad and the part that is most brilliant yet is that i am not so sure that you are even aware. i don't think you give it, or me, a second thought - which perhaps is entirely the reason why you make me sad in the first place. but today i am glad you left me alone, and i am glad that i kept talk to a minimum. i feel disconnected from you, but i am realizing that this is perhaps a foolish thing to feel because i am not entirely convinced we were ever once connected. you always were that navy sweater, and my long sleeve shirt of the same color that sports a small hello on the left breast is not at all the same. nearly, but not all the way. nearly.
wow u pathetic dumbass text him lol